Every Shining Time You Arrive...

Thu, 27 Jul 2006 03:07:01 GMT

This is seriously my first post since i think my senior year started...and i am going to rant.

What I want in a guy:

--One who will hold my hand infront of his friend
-Who will take the time out to his day to tutor me in math, and be patient with me
--Will go shopping with me, and be honest with me when the clothes dont look good
-Just lay with me when i've had a bay day
--Hold my hand when i am getting another tattoo
-Ask me on dates no matter what
--play with my hair
-will get jealous occasionally
--A guy who is not perfect. i want him to have flaws.
-i want him to fart infront of me and not care
--I want him to think about me when i am not around
-who will remember random things between us
-and especially, one who will tell me i am only his, and not make me have to guess and question everything

RAWR! ahaha

Tue, 21 Jun 2005 21:50:50 GMT

Comment in you'd like to be added..

Mon, 02 May 2005 02:55:43 GMT

another prom picture :-) i really liked our whole group! its kinda hard to see though :-/

Mon, 02 May 2005 02:46:00 GMT

awww :-) me and my bestest friend :-)

Sun, 24 Apr 2005 19:26:57 GMT

EMILY
E	is for	Emotional
M	is for	Musical
I	is for	Impassioned
L	is for	Liberal
Y	is for	Young

What Does Your Name Mean?

Thu, 14 Apr 2005 01:28:24 GMT

tell me what i gotta do
to be good enough for you..

Mon, 04 Apr 2005 00:47:16 GMT

You live to smoke...I smoke to die.

Sat, 26 Mar 2005 04:04:43 GMT

Tomorrow at 420 myself, along with about 39 others, are leaving the country. Going to France over my spring break. Holy Shit. And we stop in Switzerland. How damn sweet is that. Touring all over Paris like Notre Dame, Catacombs, Bohemian Central(moulin rouge)Louvre, Centre de Pompidou, Eiffel Tour, and all the other amazing places in that city. for 6 days. GUH! I'll update with like millions of pictures when i get back!
be careful everyone this spring break
Miss some of you. key word is SOME!

<3
Em

Sun, 20 Mar 2005 05:33:42 GMT

Emily:

You have a need to communicate and express yourself. You are inclined to over intellectualize, and hate to be misquoted. You are always involved with projects and things to do. You are relatively demonstrative in your affections. You enjoy being stroked verbally and physically. You have a diplomatic flair to your nature. Equality and fairness are important to you. Your independence and freedom are important to you.

Michelle :

You are always involved with projects and things to do. You need to learn to give and receive love for love's sake. You have a need to be assured of affection. You are clever, inventive, imaginative and youthful. You enjoy socializing. You work hard to achieve material success through your own efforts. You need to learn to be expressive. You are a person who cannot tolerate being misunderstood. You must learn the lessons of self-worth; learn to love yourself before you can love others. You must learn the lessons of self-worth; learn to love yourself before you can love others. You need to learn to be expressive. You are a person who cannot tolerate being misunderstood.

Cantwell:

You are clever, inventive, imaginative and youthful. You enjoy socializing. You have much enthusiasm with a driving attitude toward achievement in life. You can handle details well. You have a methodical mind. Your privacy is important to you. You have a rich inner life. You have high aspirations and a cheery disposition. You need to learn to be expressive. You are a person who cannot tolerate being misunderstood. You must learn the lessons of self-worth; learn to love yourself before you can love others. You must learn the lessons of self-worth; learn to love yourself before you can love others.

Fri, 18 Mar 2005 03:50:34 GMT

would you rather...
1. pierce your nose or lip? Lip
2. be serious or be funny? funny
3. drink whole or skim milk? Whole

are you...
4. simple or complicated? both

do you prefer...
5. flowers or angels? flowers
6. grey or gray? grey
7. color or black & white photos? Black and white!
8. lust or love? both
9. sunrise or sunset? oooooo both!

10. M&M's or skittles? Skittles
11. rap or rock? Rock
12. staying up late or waking up early? Staying up LATE
13. TV or radio? television
15. eating apples or oranges? oranges

answer truthfully...
16. do you have a crush? attractions are more like it
17. who is it? hehehe shhhh

do you prefer...
18. being hot or cold? hmmm depends

19. tall members of the opposite sex? PLEASE BE TALLER THAN ME....
20. sun or moon? both
21. emeralds or rubies? rubies!
22. left or right? right
23. having 10 acquaintances or 1 best friend? hmmm 1 best friend
24. sun or rain? depends.
25. vanilla ice cream or chocolate ice cream? vanilla all the way!
26. boys or girls? boys
27. green beans or carrots? carots
28. low fat or fat free? Low Fat

miscellaneous...
29. what is your biggest fear in the world? Frogs..Like if they were to be anywhere around, i get this pit in my stomach that hurts so bad!
30. kids or no kids? KIDS
31. cat or dog? DOG
32. half empty or half full? Half full
33. mustard or ketchup? HOT SAUCE!
34. hard cover books or soft cover books? Hard cover.
35. newspaper or magazine? Magazine
36. sandals or sneakers? sandals
37. wonder or amazement? Amazement
38. red car or white car? Red.
39. happy and poor, or sad and rich? hmmm i think being happy and poor cannot be possible these days
41. hugging or kissing? ooo i like them both..but i like kissing...
42. corduroy or plain? plain
43. happy or sad? happy
45. blonde or brunette? Brunette is the new blonde :-)

what do you want...
where do you want to live? either a HUGE city or a big ole farm!
how many kids do you want? a lot. i want like 4 or 6. not 5 because there's a middle child
what kind of job do you want? Teaching
do you want to get married? Heck yes. might take awhile! hehe

which is better...
2 or 4 doors on a car? well. the tempo is 4 door, and its an easy get away car ;-)
coffee or ice cream? Ice cream
shampoo or conditioner? conditioner
bridges or tunnels? Tunnels, bridges SUCK
one pillow or two? more like 13!!!

first thing that comes to mind...
1 minute ago: hands are dry
1 day ago: was 10 days until i go to france
1 week ago: being grounded
1 year ago: starting track again
i hurt: i have a head ache

current clothes: my bath wrap
current music: a sears commercial

current taste: pickles
current hair: wet. just got outta the shower
current annoyance: dry hands
current thing i should be doing: homework
current desktop picture: this picture of lightning striking the ground, but like the lightning bolt is HUGE! its awesome

current favorite show: OC!
current book: Great Gatsby

Man this was pointless

Fri, 18 Mar 2005 02:21:47 GMT

So I am sick of most people these days. haha Now i realize why some people hate IVC, because of the people. I am feelin at way now. I talk for a few amount of people. Not really friends with any of the people I used to be. hahaha makes me giggle :-p mmmk...nothing else to write about other then I am going to Paris in 9 days.

Shit bitch

Fri, 11 Mar 2005 02:58:41 GMT

16 days til i leave for France. so damn excited. Except I am grounded right now. That kinda sucks a lot. haha oh well. Screw algebra 2. Swing was last saturday. Me and Brad decided to go at like...3 o'clock that afternoon. haha :-) wore an old dress. it was a lot of fun. got my pictures back. they are all perty. tomorrow is jalynn's birthday. except since i'm grounded, i cant go out with her :-( but oh well, i got her some sweet presents tonight at DG. hahahaha :-) its sweet :-) So i am super bored..

hey lookie! there's me and my bestest friend! hehe I love this boy so much!! :-) mmk well I am bored now.

~Em

Sun, 27 Feb 2005 06:50:28 GMT

Two highlights of the upcoming week:

1. Track starts monday. Track meet friday. might go. might not. undecided **

2. gettin my industrial sometime either after track this week or saturday afternoon. I'm super siked. Saw Melissa Lakin tonight, and she has one, and she said it didnt hurt to awful much. I like hers a lot cause it just stretches like from a lil below the top part of the cartilage to the very top across. So excited. might get my belly button redone that day do. not too sure yet...

thats about it.

P.S. I love Ms. Rachel Tadlock because she such a babe.

Sat, 26 Feb 2005 22:27:18 GMT

I say shit, damn, get off your ass and jam
all the thugs in the club let me see you get em up
all the hoes get lil lil low
a lil lower now

say shit, god damn, get off your ass and jam
i see ya shakin lil mama shawty bounce that ass
gimme a reme bottle but i dont need no pass
keep shakin for a thug bitch i got a dog who
rollin on tha x in a motha fuckin club
i like big booty hoes
they like to dance on the pole
they like to make the pussy pop
a ? and then drop

my neck, my back
like my dick, my balls and my crack
i got a stack,
can flow like ludacris see i got hoes
i gotta bitch that suck dick in every area code
she like it 69 days
the bitch get payed
I could fuck pussy in 69 ways
you would think its a dream
the way she use her tounge ring
and tie her pussy in knot
she'll fuck the whole block
straight bouncin
bitch ridin chevy i see your thug
gotta tee blue flame on the gentleman club
o you will see her
her family call her sweet susie
but her stage name is margarita
the dick eater

pussy poppin and twerkin
never stop her from workin
man then she flirtin
sippin that erkin jerkin
ah then the body let you see her shake her ass
the way she shake it she make them other hoes get mad

well if you bounce dat ass
pussy poppin and droppin
now shake that ass cheek
bring your ass over here
let me get a sneek peek
so dont be playin with thugs
she yankin baby dee
we'd love to see pussy

the girlies is hoes
bendin over touchin their toes
upside down 69 ways to roll
the freakiest broad
lookin for the streakiest broad
half a hour smoke an ounce then they takin it off
shake it like flubber
make that booty bounce like rubber
you can make a little money
cuz you thinkin you tha motha fucka like whoa
let me see you slide down the pole
now get low
and bend over and touch your toes

aright
do it nigga lick it nigga
do it nigga lick it a lick it nigga do it
do it nigga lick it nigga
do it nigga lick it a lick it nigga do it
eat my pussy nigga down fuck niggas gotta
i break bread nigga while im bouncin that ass
i said shit, god damn, fuck niggas git with the program
cuz niggas only good for lickin the clit
and you can eat out my ass while im suckin tha dick

hahahahahaha that song is god damn sweet :-D

Wed, 23 Feb 2005 01:45:03 GMT

So we did it. We're going to mother fucking state. We get 645 students outta school at 11 friday. oh god damn. its fucking sweet. we're in the record books. first TEAM to make it to state in ANYTHING! (individually, IVC is always present) BTW. Congradulations to Jeff Bybee on winning Class A State Wrestling. Freshman AND undefeated. so awesome. good job. back to what i was saying, we leave Thursday at 11, stayin the night in Bloomington, that night we have like an Elite 8 banquet, and all the teams come together and chow down..yummmm. Jess shoots thursday at 5. YAY! AHH I AM SO EXCITED! I'll update with pictures of it all later :-)

STAND UP AND GET CRUNKED

Sun, 13 Feb 2005 17:38:44 GMT

looked so much better in person. the back was sooooo good too. I'mma try and find some other ones..

Sun, 06 Feb 2005 23:10:53 GMT

Johnny Depp is sex. haha. This is gonna be one badass movie. Watched a trailer for it. Looks so like..bizarre, and I love it.

This weekend has been like the best one i've had in forever. Senior night was just awesome. We beat EP, And then after that the fun began. Watched the latest episode of the OC at kayla's, and then went to Jessie's. Left her house around 1230 and purchased $15 a person on toilet paper. Came out to be about 635 rolls if i remember correctly. All of the tp went to Mercer's house. It was so..majestic. I'll update with pictures later. Started around 1, got done at about 330ish. It was so super sweet, and he has so steep ass hills at his house, so we're all running up and down the bastards. That was a practice right there! Then we all went back to jess's. The next morning, we had practice at freaking 7:30 a.m. so tiring.

Later that night, went to the boys game with mallory. they beat metamora! great jobs boys!! then we hung out at subway. i love subway. met up with Ivy, and went to dairy queen. she locked her damn keys in her car and so harli came to pick us up. We forced Dirk to come out with us. I love that boy so much! such a cutie haha. So then we drove into Peoria and harassed people. It was so much fun. I love dancing to techno in harlis moms car hahahaha. Found a party at bradley, we were creeped out cause a guy came outside and hid behind a tree. we left shorty after we arrived. So then we found these cute guys *dirk loved them!* and invited us all to a party with them. To bad I have a gay 12 curfew, so harli took me and dirk home. I'm totally going out with 'em next time!

Well this was my hectic weekend. Regionals start tuesday for us. dont know who we play, or what time. haha I'm so organized.

I'm out

~Em

Mon, 31 Jan 2005 17:12:06 GMT

change in every little desire
we were counting on forces we could not control
oh and all those things you realized
were nothing more than a memory displaced through

so the story's told beyond our grasp
we were climbing on forever an infinite task
shoulders straining with the endless toil
we're nothing more than a feather moving in the wind

i want to change everything
i want to change everything
i want to blame everything on

oh and all these seeds will grow anyway
even though the outcome we cannot say
so you'll always have your time to shine
even in the winter of your darkest hour

in the depths of my gloom
i crawl out for you
from the peaks of my joy
i crawl back into
tearing me down every time you smile
every shining time you arrive

home sick today :-(

Sat, 29 Jan 2005 21:04:52 GMT

I think my parents are buying one today, or soon. just in the same color as the monte (dark blue). I will be totally stoked if they purchase one. Chrysler 300s are amazing pieces of machinery if ya ask me! hehe wouldnt i look dandy driving one of those :-p

Sun, 23 Jan 2005 06:30:38 GMT

i miss this girl. she keeps me sane anymore...

Sat, 22 Jan 2005 05:21:53 GMT

i just wrote a HUGE update, then fuckin erased it. I'm just sweet liek that. it's been one eventful week, i'll talk bout it when i'm not irritated with the god damn computer and me clicking on shit i didnt mean too. haha got called into the office. first time ever. thanks to the fuck head friend who told mr.howell about my diet pills. good thing too, cause he told me he could have kicked me outta school if he didnt know me well enough. so thank you to the person who was "worried" bout me or some shit like that. haha oh well! there's a new kid at our school. tattoos..piercings....drives a jeep...just my kinda guy! mr.howell told me he was starting in the fall. and my mom like knows them cause i told her about it when icame home. shes like tight with his family. hahaha how weird is that.

k, well i am outta here.

~Em

Thu, 20 Jan 2005 03:27:24 GMT

:-)

Mon, 17 Jan 2005 16:19:14 GMT

gorgeous... :-/

Sun, 16 Jan 2005 07:00:16 GMT

Your perfect boy
Hair color? blonde. or brown.
Eye color? irish green.
Height? easily 6 foot or taller. gotta have my tell men!
Six pack? cant be flabby hehe
Long hair or short? shag. its totally sexy being able to play with a guys shaggy hair
Glasses? doesnt matter. some look good in them, some look good without them!
Piercings? omg. sexiest thing on a guy. a guy with pierces turns me on so badly. haha
Eyebrows? not bushy!
Big butt or little? no fat ass. haha
Chest hair? no. i like 'em smooth
Buff or skinny? buff.
Teeth? white
Section 2
Funny or serious? FUNNY!
Party-hopper or more stay-at-home? both!
would he be able to bake or cook? yes, but i wouldnt let him. i'm old fashioned
Does he have a best friend? yeah. he's gonna have this friends.
Is it okay for him to have a lot of female friends? depends. he cant like them more then me! haha
Out-going or shy? totally out-going, but not annoyingly outgoing
Sarcastic or sincere? sarcastic all the way!
Does he love his mother? yeah
Should he watch chick-flicks? only with me. if he did by himself, i'd be a lil worried.
Would he be a smoker? ew. x97845 and if he did, he never kissed me and tasted like it, nor smelled like it. or maybe he just wouldnt!!!
How about a drinking? as long as he isnt trashed all the time
And swearing? doesnt bother me
Would he play with your hair? yeah
Would he have more than one girlfriend at a time? hahahahahahahahaha good one!
Would he pay for you when you're on a date? on a date yes, but just going out, i can handle it
Does he kiss on the first date? naw
Where would you go for dinner? somewhere good. haha
Would he buy you flowers? yes, but not for an occasion. i want a man that just comes out of nowhere with flowers just because its wednesday.
Would he lay under the stars with you and spout random philosophies? maybe. but not philosophies, we'd talk about how our day went and stuff.
Would he write poetry about you? hahahaa no! no gushy stuff please!
Would he hang out with you and YOUR friends? hopefully, but i may not wanna share
How about you hanging out with him and HIS friends? definately!
Would he walk you up to the door at the end of the evening? yes! he's a gentleman!
Would you hold hands? totally.

Section 3
Does he play soccer? eh no. haha
Baseball? doent have too
Football? no. haha
Basketball? yeah
Water polo? hahaha noooo..
Golf or something equally boring? oh my gosh not as a sport. unless we mini-golfed haha
Does he surf? totally. on the illinois river!
Skateboard? so hot. i love skater boys. haha
Snowboard? if he skateboards, then he snowboards. still so hot. haha
Can he sing? no. haha but its cute to try
Play the guitar? definatly.
Play piano? no.
Play the drums? maybe?
Can he keep his room clean? yes, but not a clean freak.
Is he an artist of sorts? if it involves crayons, then yes. haha
Does he write his own music? no.
Does he have pets? a dog. and a fish.

Section 4
Does he use the word dude? not constantly.
How about tight? no. hahaha
Would he watch the sun rise and set with you? psh! sunrise is for sleeping!
What kind of car does he drive? a big massive truck. big one too. not a stick. well it could be. but yeah, a big ole' country truck. haha
How old is he? around my age. hopefully. dont want too old, and i dont go for robbin the cradle!

wow i got bored. and wow no guy is like this! hahahaha :-p

Sun, 16 Jan 2005 05:36:07 GMT

So this week hasnt been too bad. had a HUGE ordeal the other day. some stupid fuck-face decided to carry on tradition of being chillicothe white trash and steal my purse. You can tell this person was a fucking idiot because there were like 2 gift cards for like $50 each, and they clearly said GIFT CARD, and the stupid mother fucker didnt take them. INSTEAD. This wonderful example of chillicothe trash took $10 in 1 dollar bills. AND! It was my dooney. the damn purse itself is worth like 60 bucks! hahahaha i love dumb people. hehehe :-) I've decided that I have much love for Shawna Michelle Harvey. i talked to her a lot this week. I might actually go up there and see her after basketball is over!! this excites me a lot! Today (saturday) i had my photo shoot. it went well. gotta go back next saturday and take some more. I liked it. Then me and my mom went and got Gloria Jeans and bought shoes. I got a super cute pair. haha...had a game in washington. we lost.. good game. but we lost. so that sucks. Me and Juli rode the bus home ebcause my parents have more of a life then i do! very tragic i tell you. So then me and juli got subway and came here to watch the O.C. tomorrow is sunday. then it is monday. and that is Martin Luther King Jr. Day. which means no school. Thank you Mr.King :-) dont really have much to write. when i get my pictures back (next saturday) i'll find someone to upload them and post them on here!! spanks kiddies

~Em